I want to talk to you. Tell you everything. You’d be so proud, but those days are gone.
I look back at how my life has changed since last year. You were everything I wanted and now you’re nothing I want, far less, something I need. I’ve come so far without you being in the picture and I never realized how much strength and courage that took. Telling you for the last time that I wanted nothing to do with you. I didn’t want you around. I, of the two of us, was the one to call the final shot. I’ve come a long realized that that’s how it should be now. Me, me, me, and only me. I am headed down a path that’s far greater than what you will see. I know I will be successful because throughout my entire life, ambition is all I’ve ever known. Getting over you, telling you I didn’t love you anymore was all part of the steps and now, I couldn’t be happier with the results. The day will come when you’ll realize that you made a mistake. Especially because of the little things I know that no else does. And if I could tell the world I would. Just to make you look foolish, but I don’t want to ruin your “happiness” because it’ll end up ruining itself. But, I do want to say going into this year that you’ve made me a stronger me and this year anything that comes my way… Well, I’ll just knock it out of the park because everything that happened in 2012 made me Elisa. I can finally say, I’ve found myself and for that, I thank you.
